...let me say what I feel.!!

There's an open sky, above the place where I live,
I can make myself light and set myself free
But as soon as the sun sets, and ends the eve,
I am lost in that moment, and forget to say what I feel.

With the blooming flowers, with dark green leaves
All the attention of mine, it used to steal;
Though I loved to spend my time with things like this
I again forgot to say how I feel

I met a kitten, a dog and few others on the ground
Members of their family searching for the meal
They were all sitting in peace, away from the crowd,
In their peace, I didn't know how to say what I feel

In that ground, I saw few kids playing
Busy with their own carts and wheel
That place was the happiest where I was being,
But I didn't get anyone with whom I can say what I feel.

I went to the shore, where my city meets the sea,
I was keenly observing the horizon in real
Where the earth and the ocean meet, I see
And I realize, I missed again to say what I feel

I got in the crowd, to search people like me
But all are busy, competing with their deals
I never thought how lucky I am supposed to be
Ignoring these things I wanted to say what I feel

I came back home, I lied on my bed
Thinking about how myself I will heal
I cried to myself, till the pillow got wet.
And, things were left unsaid, about how I feel


.. darshilds :) tc.