my childhood....that i lost.....

Missing u alot,,

 my Childhood tat i lost...

 Somewhere..i want it back..

 Cuz that life..i wont get ahead...

I miss to go to school in the rains..

 The crashes of rockets & paper plains...

Wanna play with my buddies, my friends my mates..,

 I wanna go back to play on the streets again....!!

The cuteness in fights & then innocence in smile..

 The greatness we feel when we get a thing after we cry...

In the night we sacred of demons & ghosts..

 The only times when we dream about angles & pari...!!

 cuz of the folks & tales said by grany,,.

 I yet remember the moral & its story...!!

With the friends of school & tuition we had..

 That world of books & crazy things we med...

 Scared of none's mother or sister..

 but only when we got are results we where afraid...!!

I remember that days when we could ring a bell & run..

 & after that masti we got the fun...

We enjoyed the Indian fests cuz of gifts n swits..

 But now we just enjoy only are new message beeps...

The days in which we really smiled..

 Didn't masked are selves & enjoy are lips wide !!

less of attitude & more of are own selves..

& when happy, can even laugh wild !!

Can i get someone's help..

in gettin my childhood back...

A blessing a prayer or a wish...

Cuz the real thing i m missing in m own self....!! :((

:'(

my first love..my MOM!

A day, I saw cockroach on m stairs..but I was not frightened

4m here d memory recalls d past...I used to frighten even by a big ant!! Things changed a lot..so very fast,, I dnt even know :)

In those days, I refuse to stay with d people without whom I was nothing...but when I started living alone, got to know so many things....ah!!..cant b described in words !!

These things were not just things..a phase of my life where I realized what I was..n what d world is !! This was a sudden change in my life like a mongo...after ripening; people eat it...if it falls !! It can b saved only if it is with its tree on branches..or fall n get sum btr soil...

I dnt knew my luck..but it proved to be on my side :)

Ya...this experience included to know abt many people too...with me n behind me..!!

Staying alone made me learn a lot many things...
This independence taught me-

1- To wake up early using alarms!

2- Not to get lazy when after waking! :P

3- How to dress!

4- What to have in breakfast

5- A belief that there is something known as God :)...n he is with me..!! :D

6- How to manage lunch in 25 rs !! ;)

7- How to eat alone! :/

8- How to pass time.!! :(

9- How to miss sum1...n still, not to inform them! :'(

10- How to talk! 8)

11- How to mask ourselves considering needs of others...

12- To take proper decisions!!

13- How to maintain cleanliness in the place u live!

14- How to arrange d cloths n in proper manner

15- How to manage n calculate expenses..!

16- How to struggle n survive!

17- How to choose sum1 as friend...!!

.......etc!

Really miss few people a lot...1 of it is my mom !!

I cursed her a lot..but..2dy I realized..how i lived my life...

Love u mom...!!

:'(

RIVER...(topic on which i wrote, ven was bored!!)

River!

-Here it begins from the mt's top,

Flowing till the end without any stop.

-Not knowing its way not knowing its path...

donno the destination and how much its far...!!

Starting from the beginning, a mixture of dust & cold winds

Continues from a valley, even though it origins from the top of hill...!!

Meets many dust that joins on the low lying lands...

but stil it's nature allows to mix with them..!!

Even though harmful waste it seems,

for other's benefit, it never sees its own nonexistence of fame...!!

Its force can break the stones in its way...

But if you don't obstacle it, u can enjoy its flow lik a bay...!!

How lamely ppl use it for their purpose!!...

To wash their cloths or dump waste...!!

Yet v get its water's taste pure & sweet...

Even after it mixes with cruel world's of human being.!!

there is a lot to learn from you,

O river!,,bless me too some qualities you have...!!

your nature, your purifying material & your strength...

by which you still reach your destination 'sea' with compromising wave....!!