Speed of an urban life...

Sleeping time,
 we think of completing our dreams :))
...but just then, the alarm rings!!

Starting our day 4m mrng 6!
...yet, what we will earn is neva fix...

As we wake, the tension begins,,
 to complete evrythng b4 its late!!

Can’t afford to miss anything...
 to get ready, freshen up or an energy drink!!

Day begins with lots of expectations hailed..
But if mistakenly missed a train,
 evrythng is failed!!

When start with work, neva expect of a break..
Work for just earning
 & to be tagged in a well frame!!

Here, all work 4 their selves..
 without caring what’s wrong...
They won’t realize it,
 unless they are hit by someone more strong!!


Daily routine with a hectic schedule..


 there is no way one can return home with a good mood!!


Even if its weekend,
  responsibilities neva pause
For almost every illness,
 this is d major cause!! :/

As d day ends,
 every dream is suppressed..
all we need for a new day is complete rest!!

awaitin 4 d 1...whos just myn! ♥ :)

To,

  The dream girl of mine,

Hope she vil be fine..

Wish to get vit u on a dine

if possible, on this valentine...

Long way i searched u,,

It’s been a long time..

Searched amongst d crowd through,

n m sure i vil get, whose just mine...

Evry nite u captured m dreams,

U stole my heart & disappeared it seems;

So swit li`l girl, eating chocl8s n toffees..,

n yet in another hand, managing a double scoop ice-cream....!!

Spreaded like an angel u r,

in m blood, m veins, m heart..

Dono whose that really so far

I vil get u, even if u continents a far!!

*BIG WOLRD*, buh yet I noe!

That journey in search of u won’t ever get slow..

I vil get u as i grow,

Here & now,, or wherevr i go..!!

My promise, that v vil meet soon,

`MAY BE`, b4 next rising moon....

Or at least,

till next valentine moon :)

♥ :)

not in search...of just sum1 spl....!!

M age is not to fall in love yet..

Not just to Die 4 sum1 if i don get tat...

Stil things r many to xplore..n even marks r not much tat i score....

Wish to mek few btr frenz..

Its not necessary to have just tat sum1 to dance in rains.....

Need few ppl who just cal me by a diff name..hmm...its remainin to hang out vit sum1 in a train....

D major thing is life vit frenz..

instead just a single person to love n just b vit tat...

Dono wot all responsibilities vil i face..

I don wana mis ths freedom i have....

just free lik a kite in d air..

i vil miss ths..n d way i behave....

Yet its tym to control m self..

4m bein trapped in ths air polluted...

just love n relationship all they want..

but dey don really noe wots real commitment....!!

Vil mek few frenz n nothing els..i dono m wrong o right in ths case.....i dono ths wod b any mistek again..i want sum1 to b vit, even in future dys....

I learnt not to trust any1..n not to kip sum1 in r gr8est place.....no need to say evry1 wot u do, n wher u stay..cuz u wont ever noe ven u get trapped in their maze.....

Ths world s such a place u vil get evrythin u need...but not wot u deserve..it neva accordin to deeds....

I dnt new ven i changed m topic 4m love to ths world v live....anywayzz..in d end oly v r gonna killed....

Love was oly true ven v had mother's lap as r bed...nothin els can b compared..ths was d oly best xample i had....

Other is care, wot m dear one's gave..even njoyed ven admited in hospital if dey ver der....

Cant 4get those crazy things, those moments n dys.....i neva tot i med it memories....cuz it was just d fun v had.....

Stories r many abt luv n all..but ths tym vil give frndship a call.....

don wana think more vil just resort..hey frenz..m urs..n vil always b urs.....:)

Just don use me so much hard..m not experienced to ths world.....don ever u'll apart..b vit me til i utter m last words......

I noe m grants n wishes r too much high...

as similar as to touch d sky...

nothin els i noe..even nothin els i have..but its useles if i just sit n cry....!!

So findin m way..on m own....tot to join sum1..cuz its btr den bein all alone.....!!

Frenz r wot m missin in sum part of life....n now i got..

d remainin part of myn, ver d frenz by my side.......

my childhood....that i lost.....

Missing u alot,,

 my Childhood tat i lost...

 Somewhere..i want it back..

 Cuz that life..i wont get ahead...

I miss to go to school in the rains..

 The crashes of rockets & paper plains...

Wanna play with my buddies, my friends my mates..,

 I wanna go back to play on the streets again....!!

The cuteness in fights & then innocence in smile..

 The greatness we feel when we get a thing after we cry...

In the night we sacred of demons & ghosts..

 The only times when we dream about angles & pari...!!

 cuz of the folks & tales said by grany,,.

 I yet remember the moral & its story...!!

With the friends of school & tuition we had..

 That world of books & crazy things we med...

 Scared of none's mother or sister..

 but only when we got are results we where afraid...!!

I remember that days when we could ring a bell & run..

 & after that masti we got the fun...

We enjoyed the Indian fests cuz of gifts n swits..

 But now we just enjoy only are new message beeps...

The days in which we really smiled..

 Didn't masked are selves & enjoy are lips wide !!

less of attitude & more of are own selves..

& when happy, can even laugh wild !!

Can i get someone's help..

in gettin my childhood back...

A blessing a prayer or a wish...

Cuz the real thing i m missing in m own self....!! :((

:'(

my first love..my MOM!

A day, I saw cockroach on m stairs..but I was not frightened

4m here d memory recalls d past...I used to frighten even by a big ant!! Things changed a lot..so very fast,, I dnt even know :)

In those days, I refuse to stay with d people without whom I was nothing...but when I started living alone, got to know so many things....ah!!..cant b described in words !!

These things were not just things..a phase of my life where I realized what I was..n what d world is !! This was a sudden change in my life like a mongo...after ripening; people eat it...if it falls !! It can b saved only if it is with its tree on branches..or fall n get sum btr soil...

I dnt knew my luck..but it proved to be on my side :)

Ya...this experience included to know abt many people too...with me n behind me..!!

Staying alone made me learn a lot many things...
This independence taught me-

1- To wake up early using alarms!

2- Not to get lazy when after waking! :P

3- How to dress!

4- What to have in breakfast

5- A belief that there is something known as God :)...n he is with me..!! :D

6- How to manage lunch in 25 rs !! ;)

7- How to eat alone! :/

8- How to pass time.!! :(

9- How to miss sum1...n still, not to inform them! :'(

10- How to talk! 8)

11- How to mask ourselves considering needs of others...

12- To take proper decisions!!

13- How to maintain cleanliness in the place u live!

14- How to arrange d cloths n in proper manner

15- How to manage n calculate expenses..!

16- How to struggle n survive!

17- How to choose sum1 as friend...!!

.......etc!

Really miss few people a lot...1 of it is my mom !!

I cursed her a lot..but..2dy I realized..how i lived my life...

Love u mom...!!

:'(

RIVER...(topic on which i wrote, ven was bored!!)

River!

-Here it begins from the mt's top,

Flowing till the end without any stop.

-Not knowing its way not knowing its path...

donno the destination and how much its far...!!

Starting from the beginning, a mixture of dust & cold winds

Continues from a valley, even though it origins from the top of hill...!!

Meets many dust that joins on the low lying lands...

but stil it's nature allows to mix with them..!!

Even though harmful waste it seems,

for other's benefit, it never sees its own nonexistence of fame...!!

Its force can break the stones in its way...

But if you don't obstacle it, u can enjoy its flow lik a bay...!!

How lamely ppl use it for their purpose!!...

To wash their cloths or dump waste...!!

Yet v get its water's taste pure & sweet...

Even after it mixes with cruel world's of human being.!!

there is a lot to learn from you,

O river!,,bless me too some qualities you have...!!

your nature, your purifying material & your strength...

by which you still reach your destination 'sea' with compromising wave....!!