What if...

What if, the day I am waiting for, never comes
What if, the time where I stop, never again runs

What if, I never again perform all those verb
And everything now WILL be only what I worked

What if, I never say you the things that were to be said
What if, I forget to share the love for you that I had

What if, I never meet you like the same way I used to before
What if, I won't be able to greet you the like the same anymore

What if, I will be missing you the same way there
What if, I never say you and those things you are unaware.

What if, those things are left incomplete
What if, there's no other time we will meet

What if, I never express those feelings To you
What if, my body starts getting blue

What if, the blood stopped flowing through my vein
What if, I get no more response from my brain

What if, I pause my breath and never continue again
What if, my heart forgets to beat like the same

What if, my eyes forget to open like before
What if, I wake up again no more?


.. darshilds :) tc.

...for a while. :)

...for a while.

I have been in troubles,
Spent my life in mess
And all through the hurdles,
I have learnt nothing less

I have been my own self
I have tried to give my best,
With whatever I can help
With no one's request.

I have been with many,
People from different state
I can adjust with any,
Regardless of their taste

I have a life, like others;
Like others I do live
In the same weather
But I can never leave

I never explored everything
But I have been with the best
Not just the best things
I have even been with the rest

Thinking of whatever I earned
I always start with a wide smile
With every new thing I learned
Makes me sleep less for a while


..darshilds :) tc.

...let me say what I feel.!!

There's an open sky, above the place where I live,
I can make myself light and set myself free
But as soon as the sun sets, and ends the eve,
I am lost in that moment, and forget to say what I feel.

With the blooming flowers, with dark green leaves
All the attention of mine, it used to steal;
Though I loved to spend my time with things like this
I again forgot to say how I feel

I met a kitten, a dog and few others on the ground
Members of their family searching for the meal
They were all sitting in peace, away from the crowd,
In their peace, I didn't know how to say what I feel

In that ground, I saw few kids playing
Busy with their own carts and wheel
That place was the happiest where I was being,
But I didn't get anyone with whom I can say what I feel.

I went to the shore, where my city meets the sea,
I was keenly observing the horizon in real
Where the earth and the ocean meet, I see
And I realize, I missed again to say what I feel

I got in the crowd, to search people like me
But all are busy, competing with their deals
I never thought how lucky I am supposed to be
Ignoring these things I wanted to say what I feel

I came back home, I lied on my bed
Thinking about how myself I will heal
I cried to myself, till the pillow got wet.
And, things were left unsaid, about how I feel


.. darshilds :) tc.