...let me leave.

Before its night, before its too late 

Let me leave before its unsafe 

Before its dark, before the sun hides 

Let me leave before the moon starts to rise 

Before, with the rush, before with the crowd 

Let me leave, before there are grey clouds 

Before I'm empty, before I finish this verse 

Let me leave, before I end with my words. 

 

                                                       .. darshilds :) tc. 

What if...

What if, the day I am waiting for, never comes
What if, the time where I stop, never again runs

What if, I never again perform all those verb
And everything now WILL be only what I worked

What if, I never say you the things that were to be said
What if, I forget to share the love for you that I had

What if, I never meet you like the same way I used to before
What if, I won't be able to greet you the like the same anymore

What if, I will be missing you the same way there
What if, I never say you and those things you are unaware.

What if, those things are left incomplete
What if, there's no other time we will meet

What if, I never express those feelings To you
What if, my body starts getting blue

What if, the blood stopped flowing through my vein
What if, I get no more response from my brain

What if, I pause my breath and never continue again
What if, my heart forgets to beat like the same

What if, my eyes forget to open like before
What if, I wake up again no more?


.. darshilds :) tc.

...for a while. :)

...for a while.

I have been in troubles,
Spent my life in mess
And all through the hurdles,
I have learnt nothing less

I have been my own self
I have tried to give my best,
With whatever I can help
With no one's request.

I have been with many,
People from different state
I can adjust with any,
Regardless of their taste

I have a life, like others;
Like others I do live
In the same weather
But I can never leave

I never explored everything
But I have been with the best
Not just the best things
I have even been with the rest

Thinking of whatever I earned
I always start with a wide smile
With every new thing I learned
Makes me sleep less for a while


..darshilds :) tc.

...let me say what I feel.!!

There's an open sky, above the place where I live,
I can make myself light and set myself free
But as soon as the sun sets, and ends the eve,
I am lost in that moment, and forget to say what I feel.

With the blooming flowers, with dark green leaves
All the attention of mine, it used to steal;
Though I loved to spend my time with things like this
I again forgot to say how I feel

I met a kitten, a dog and few others on the ground
Members of their family searching for the meal
They were all sitting in peace, away from the crowd,
In their peace, I didn't know how to say what I feel

In that ground, I saw few kids playing
Busy with their own carts and wheel
That place was the happiest where I was being,
But I didn't get anyone with whom I can say what I feel.

I went to the shore, where my city meets the sea,
I was keenly observing the horizon in real
Where the earth and the ocean meet, I see
And I realize, I missed again to say what I feel

I got in the crowd, to search people like me
But all are busy, competing with their deals
I never thought how lucky I am supposed to be
Ignoring these things I wanted to say what I feel

I came back home, I lied on my bed
Thinking about how myself I will heal
I cried to myself, till the pillow got wet.
And, things were left unsaid, about how I feel


.. darshilds :) tc.

…and I’m thankful to god!

I'm thankful to god I owe him a lot
Have plenty of things I never gave a thought 

First in that list are my parents by my side
I won't get them even if indefinite things I tried 

This couple of two, mom and my dad
I was unaware of my fortune won't be bad 

They are with me from the start of beginning
And they held tight me in every tough inning. 

They taught me to speak, taught me to think
Even to write on paper, by point with some ink 

They taught me how to be gentle and polite
Even taught me how to make the things right 

They taught me to endeavor even when I fall
They made my vision wide even when I was very small 

They taught me to win but not with a cry
All I was taught is to give the best try 

They are not just my teacher from whom I learn
It's just 'cause of them, everything I earn 

My home itself was first school
Where I learnt to handle every type of tool 

I even got punishments if something wrong I did
But because of that, I learnt many things indeed 

Without any of my prayer, I got my own god
And am very much thankful to the virtual lord.

...but she don't love me like the way i love her !! :(

I like a girl..not of my type even though...
But my love for her, i will never let her know...!!

She makes me angry bY messing up everything..
But her smile somehow replaces my mood existing...
She quarrels with me..i fight with her ..
But she don't love me like the way i love her.!!

We play together even though weather is pale..
It didn't matter even though in exam we fail...
She shares with me..i share with her...
But she don't love me like the way i love her.!!

Our things are common..nothing we hide..
For any problem, we were only our guide...
She cares for me..i care for her...
But she don't love me like the way i love her.!!

All the time through msgs we continuosly speak..
We get to know each other by every new tweet...
She says to me..i talk with her...
But she don't love me like the way i love her.!!

Not a formal relation so we don't feel shy..
Even if the one don't like something, other won't lie...
She believes in me..and i trust her...
But she don't love me like the way i love her.!!

Don't know how long we are gonna be even Friends..
Our conditions were to be till our breath ends...
She needs me..and i like to be with her...
But she don't love me like the way i love her.!!